Once upon a time </3

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date/time Sunday, May 31, 2009,11:03 AM

i dream the impossible

i'm a dreamer, more than you'll ever be.

i hate the fact that everyone around me see's the lime light

while i'm dreading in sorrow over my past regrets.

sure i have no regrets , but that's just me lying to myself.. again

my life is a roller coaster, you can put it like that, i don't know why
people keep seeing the obvious even though they're
being soo oblivious.

i'm satisfied with my life, but i'd like to make some adjustements.

more or likely, the people that surround me

i'm not talking about my friends, i love them

i'm talking about the bitches that are contantly being fake

and unrealistic!

they are the queen b's of the world and yet they're pathetic little ignorant slut's who crush people's dream to make their's worth dreaming.

i hate you, i hate you.

you know who you are

i highly dislike your attitude and the stupid shit you keep doing

don't fucking play around with me,

we never were, and never would be

date/time Thursday, May 28, 2009,9:37 AM

i'm cool you're not ;D

am i supposed to post once a day ... because i choose to break the rules :D

as you can see from my previous posting i'm pretty damn UPSET.

i guess it's because nicole BANDA IS PISSING ME OFF.

no i'm totally kidding

anyways , i've cam back to my senses and even though i still think and that one particular person is a BITCH , i've gotten over it ..

i think..

IM COOLER THAN NICOLE FOR PUTTING EVERYTHING EVERYWHERE

www.nicolebftw.blogspot.com

date/time 9:27 AM

expect the unexpected -_-

i honestly prefer not to.

why do people hate. i know im one of them but i end up forgiving

and sometimes it's for the stupidest reasons too.

.. friends are meant to be friends. NOT ULTIMATE ENEMIES

life is a about forgiving and FORGETTING , so leave it alone . jeez.

im just one on those people who hate the ones who hold grudges.

people may think im that person but face it, im not.

just stop fking lying to yourslef and just forget about it.

ohh , and some people around me to chiill, *ahemm*

who cares if i took your dignity even though i didn't

(like u even had one, u heartless bitch)

stop being a bitch and leave me alonee

date/time Friday, May 15, 2009,6:46 PM

the good the bad and the ugly

back from QUEBEC guys!!

it was awesome , THE TOUR GUIDE :D, THE DANCE, THE GHOST TOUR, THE FOOD .. EVERYTHINGG.

but there was sooo much drama. especially the dance. in the beginning the dance was great and everything until some people went beyond their own limits.

i felt so disappointed in those people or in that person.

GET OVER IT.

i did. why can't you.?

during the dance there was new romances. rejections and a whole lot of tears. thank gosh they weren't from me :D

most of the dance i hated.. i really hated it.

though , i am glad a lot of people had fun :)

the bridges were awesomme and the falls. and how can i forget kevin.

Kevin is the tour guide of my bus. and EVERY single girl was falling for him.

i have to admit.. i was too :) .

but he's tooo old. 19. not so bad, but out of my limits :)

overaall , QUEBEC was fun :)

(except for the walking :( )

OUUU , how can i forget my roomatess !

SHOWSHANNAAAHH , MADDIE & JESSICA !

best roomates ever :D

never forget thhemm :D

"here we go ride my pony , here we go ride my pony

riding on my pony,

back to back to back

front to front to front

side to side to side

riding on my pony"

KEVIN.

i'll never forget it :D

date/time Saturday, May 9, 2009,8:35 PM

can't hardly wait

back from ... BUFFALO :D

it was funn , except for the 2HOUR WAIT AT BORDER -_-

, anyways. QUEBEC. 2 DAYS. :) HORRAY.

i've literally been waiting for this for about .. since gr. 5 :D

it's my lifee trip :D

ouu , and im buying wonderland passes. kindaa latee. but i'm getting them :)

lifee's been good. excpet for the fact that i'll hardly be with ANYONE for the quebec trip , 'CEPT FOR JESSICA ;D

i l y bhees ;)

out.

date/time Friday, May 8, 2009,1:39 PM

QUEBEC ,

excited , of coursse.

je suis trees trees excitee :D

date/time Thursday, May 7, 2009,6:12 PM

cursed.

MACBETH

does no one know it's a curse?

never say it in a play alright. i've had experience from this night of the last production of

OLIVER TWIST.

suree , it's a truee story but not everyone should believe it right ? WRONG.

this play was a disaster, not a major one. but it wasn't great -_-

-lyrics went wrong

-lines were messed

-someone LITERALLY fell off the stage and bumped into me {oww}

&&& , i messed up in the dance. there was a fear tears here and there. but face it.

NEVER SAY MACBETH ON STAGE.

.. you know who you are ;)

date/time Wednesday, May 6, 2009,12:26 PM

thin line between love and hate.

it's just the fact that i'm blind , THAT is what upsets me.

everyone convinces me into doing things i don't want to do. if you know me, you'd know it's not what i want

i hate you , well than thats too bad.

i like you, well , let's just say you'd lived up to my expectations.

i'm not aware of what goes on within the people i know and love. i have my best friends. & i have the friends who turned their backs on me -_-

it sucks to know people are hating on you , but i know how to deal.

YOU ARE THE REASON I HATE , YOU ARE THE REASON I DO NOT LOVE.

;) , true say.

"if God made the world in 7 days, what makes you think you can do better?"

date/time Tuesday, May 5, 2009,1:36 PM

should've seen it coming

am i supposed to be upset and see a friend use people like that ,

it hurts and kills , because people don't

deserve to be called a friend ,

especially when other people are involved in this drama.

it makes no sense to see people fall like that , sure i'd pick them up when they fall

but don't bring me down with you.

i wouldn't exactly say FML , but i'm close -_-

taisez vous

that goes for anyone who can understand it :)

it's a matter of trust and some people fail to have that .

especially the one's you wouldn't think would hurt you .

they lie and TAKE what doesn't belong to them , i hate that.

refer to me not as a bitch but the person who can see right through you.

date/time Monday, May 4, 2009,11:34 AM

school dilemma

heyyy ,

i'm at school right noww , don't know if i should say that cause i might get caught...

aniiways . tomorrooow is my big OLIVER TWIST PLAY , btw.. did i mention i was even in a play..

i'm the lead role. .. pfft. yeah right.

im a background person. but i do a dance numbaa :D

school, has been annoying. my super bad ass french french teacher gave my SOOOO much homeworkk. :( / i'm so sad.

i wouldn't say my life is fcked upp.. but i shouldn't jinx it or anything ;)

quebec, ONE WEEK TOMORROW. :B

i'm UBBERexcited. but whatev. i can wait .. -_-

my third blog , and once again i survived it. ouu , sorry there were no blogs yesterdayy

i went to the mall :)

more blogs soontimess , tata

date/time Saturday, May 2, 2009,9:34 PM

yawn*

i'm tireeed ,.

i go to sleep , im lying there watching xmen 2 and borat , weird combo. i knoww

than i'm like, this is wayy to boring. i get up and start talking to the laundry mann , (aka. arlen :D)

-he's a cool dude.

at this very moment i am completely boreed and tireed and while all this is going on

i feel for cookies & cream ice cream [my fav]

date/time 3:16 PM

blogger .?

I'm officially a blogger , :D

i confused on whether i should be excited or upset because i'm expressing all my thoughts and feelings. either i'm considered a blogger.

so graduation is soon , i'm more or less excited because i'll be leaving the best school i know

and most of all i'll be leaving two people i love. one i cannot say and the other is my bhess for lifee.

she choose CABOT. which i am still grieving about :( but either way, i won't leave her side

ouu , QUEBEC in about 10 days :D

IM SO FRIGGIN EXCITED :)

it will be the last trip of the year and hopefully no regrets

over the years or however you wanna call it. i've been in love and i've hated some of my bestfriends.

i can't get over the hate thing yet but hopefully it was for the best , & when i was in love .. let's just say the feeling was mutual.

hmm , i survived my first blog. interesting ...